3 months does not seem like a long time. But it is. What am I going to do after the chains are cut? Work is a waste of energy. And its hard to type with a cig in one hand.

every new day gives me a new reason to believe we live in a crapsack world.

if i asked you nicely enough, would you?

once there was a way.

its my experiences that make me this way. don't blame me.

Some people think they are right. (You are wrong.)
Some people think they are righteous and good. (No one cares.)
Some people have big dreams. (The higher you aim, the greater the sadness when you fail)
Some people are paranoid. (No one cares about you.)
Some people are suicidal. (No one will care so why do it anyway?)
Some people care too much. (What difference can you make?)

Everyone is deluded.

If the tank dies, it's the healer's fault,
If the healer dies, it's the tank's fault,
If the DPS dies, it's their own fault.

If you want a picture of the future, imagine a boot stamping on a human face forever.
O'Brien, 1984

Big brother is watching. We should all be fearful of the near future.

My greatest regret is missing all the good concerts.
Camera Obscura.
Stars.
the first Coldplay concert.
Placebo.
Rachael Yamagata.
Not to mention all the stuff I don't even know of. And local/regional bands.
Fuck.

Damn I think I'm having a relapse.

I met this Australian guy yesterday at work. For reasons unexplainable I admire him so much. He does not seem to have a stable job. He is not rich. He had the worst hair ever. He spends his time travelling around the world performing for people.
We held him back for almost 3 hours.
And yet he was too freakingly good natured.

Later that day, we held up a Singaporean man. It took barely 30 mins. And the guy was quite annoyed.

The worst people in Singapore are Singaporeans.

I have played:
Team Fortress Classic
Counter Strike
Warcraft
Starcraft
Diablo
World of Warcraft
Final Fantasy 8, 9 and 10
Dawn of War 1 and 2
Sins of a Solar Empire
Anno 1404
Fallout 3
Rappelz
Anarchy Online
Praetorians
Command and Conquer
Spore
Tribes 2 and 3
Grand Theft Auto 2, 3 and 4
Shadow of the Colossus
Sims 2 and 3
Call of Duty 4
Assassin's Creed
Oblivion
Mirror's Edge
Marvel vs Capcom

and many more.

Which only means that I am more likely to be come a suicidal, bloodthirsty, murdering rapist than someone who doesn't play video games.
Thank you for making so much sense.

something about sailing across a utopian sky to satisfy my wanderlust

I will probably be arrested for racial/religious discrimination.
But at least I know the difference between the two.